Today was decent. Not different from any other day. I mean, I was lonely for most of it, but I got through alright. I walked with one of my best friends in gym well, until her crush came along. They were taking and talking practically ignoring the fact that I was even there. They started to walk slow, so I just passed them thinking they wouldn’t care if I left.. they didn’t. I walked by myself the entire rest of the time. Awkwardly passing all of the boys playing basketball and football. Especially my crush. The rest of the day went well I got to talk to my friends and other stuff. Somehow inside I just feel alone and like an outcast from everyone else. Like I stand out and not in a good way. Kinda feeling sad, but not depressed just sad.